My mom is “Okay” if you want to call it that. She told me that I don’t understand what she is going through, and I don’t. If you saw her it is a sad story. My mom told me she wants to take a two hour nap just after driving me to church and back. My mom says she misses her parents because when my brother and I were at school she would still have company and now she doesn’t. I feel sorry for her. I don’t know what to do, but I HATE seeing her like this! I HATED when she had her last cancer and when I found out about both of them! ARGH! I WANT MY MOMMY BACK TO NORMAL! I’m not trying to say that my life is sad and everyone should feel sorry for our family. I mean I know there is other people that have worse things happening. My friend’s cousin got in a fight, with words, with my friend about how sad my family is compared to my friend’s cousin’s friend. His friend has down syndrome. That is worse, but in some cases they’re the same and in other cases lung cancer is worse. every one just has different opinions! So that is a kind of update, but confusing, I know.

Have you ever had someone in you life you think you know well enough? Well I thought I knew this one person (not mentioning names) that I knew would never do anything wrong. He/she is a great Christ follower and goes to everything that the church provides for our age group. The thing is, today he/she did something that God wouldn’t have liked and God frowns upon. The other thing is, he/she has also had some personality changes and done some things that God also would have frown on. It wasn’t just this one mishap.

Please Help me. I thought he/she was a committed Christian and Christ follower, but he/she didn’t show me that today. I mean it was about something dumb like he/she didn’t do a finale draft and didn’t know that he/she had to. He/she thought no one heard him/her, but even though he.she covered his/her mouth doesn’t mean no one can hear it. I was on the other side of the room and heard it! WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO?!?!?!?!?! I haven’t talked to this person since this happened today and it’s killing me not yelling at him/her!!! I don’t want to yell because it isn’t the right thing to do, right? Now I’m confused…PLEASE HELP ME! Leave a comment if you have advice!

(PS: FRIENDS DON’T TEXT, E-MAIL, OR CALL BECAUSE I’M GROUNDED! ONLY CALL MY HOME FOR HELP WITH HOMEWORK OR CHURCH BUSINESS! SORRY! I HAD MORE THAN TWO CUPS IN MY ROOM! I’LL HAVE MY CELL FOR THE FIELD TRIP, BUT THAT IS IT TILL NEXT WEDNESDAY! SORRY! SERIOUSLY!)