My mom is “Okay” if you want to call it that. She told me that I don’t understand what she is going through, and I don’t. If you saw her it is a sad story. My mom told me she wants to take a two hour nap just after driving me to church and back. My mom says she misses her parents because when my brother and I were at school she would still have company and now she doesn’t. I feel sorry for her. I don’t know what to do, but I HATE seeing her like this! I HATED when she had her last cancer and when I found out about both of them! ARGH! I WANT MY MOMMY BACK TO NORMAL! I’m not trying to say that my life is sad and everyone should feel sorry for our family. I mean I know there is other people that have worse things happening. My friend’s cousin got in a fight, with words, with my friend about how sad my family is compared to my friend’s cousin’s friend. His friend has down syndrome. That is worse, but in some cases they’re the same and in other cases lung cancer is worse. every one just has different opinions! So that is a kind of update, but confusing, I know.

Have you ever had someone in you life you think you know well enough? Well I thought I knew this one person (not mentioning names) that I knew would never do anything wrong. He/she is a great Christ follower and goes to everything that the church provides for our age group. The thing is, today he/she did something that God wouldn’t have liked and God frowns upon.

a lot of people have told me on here that I’m mature in here, but I still need help with this. Please Help me. I thought he/she was a committed Christian and Christ follower, but he/she didn’t show me that today. I mean it was about something dumb like he/she didn’t do a finale draft and didn’t know that he/she had to. He/she thought no one heard him/her, but even though he.she covered his/her mouth doesn’t mean no one can hear it. I was on the other side of the room and heard it! WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO?!?!?!?!?! I haven’t talked to this person since this happened today and it’s killing me not yelling at him/her!!! I don’t want to yell because it isn’t the right thing to do, right? Now I’m confused…PLEASE HELP ME! Leave a comment if you have advice!

(PS: FRIENDS DON’T TEXT, E-MAIL, OR CALL BECAUSE I’M GROUNDED! ONLY CALL MY HOME FOR HELP WITH HOMEWORK OR CHURCH BUSINESS! SORRY! I HAD MORE THAN TWO CUPS IN MY ROOM! I’LL HAVE MY CELL FOR THE FIELD TRIP, BUT THAT IS IT TILL NEXT WEDNESDAY! SORRY! SERIOUSLY!)

Hey readers I’m sorry I haven’t blogged in a LONG time. I just thought that it was stupid of me to not write a lot of things in my blog. Well here come the big news…

I GOT BAPTIZED! On Sunday September 7, 2008 was the big day. I was the first to get baptized out of everyone that was getting baptized that Sunday. It felt so good! I professed my love and belief in and of God! When I got out of the water the hot day felt colder and great!

After the whole ceremony I had to go do All Star Praisers. If you don’t know what that is, it is a group of kids who sing and dance in front of the little kids for their worship time. I mostly do All Star Praisers in 2nd service and not 1st because 1st is EARLY for my family.

Well I just got off track, but now that I think of it I think I’m done. Well bye. Sorry I haven’t blogged in awhile.

Yesterday I didn’t have enough time to blog this, but I’m blogging it now. Yesterday when I got back from school my mom told me that my dad found this thing for me on the porch from the people at Axis (church youth group). It was this devotion book that I needed to buy from them that costs $14! You see I needed this book for small groups that are starting on Wednesday. Inside on the front cover was this message, “Keona, we love you! This is just a small gift from the Bridge. Love, Axis”

This might seem simple to you guys and really cheap, but my family couldn’t afford it so I would have to my for it with some money that I’m saving for a new cell phone. This is such a HUGE blessing for me! THANK YOU AXIS AND THE BRIDGE! YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST THING THAT HAS HEPPENED TO ME!!!!!!!!!! LOVE YOU ALL!!!! Well I got to go. I’ll blog later, so please keep reading.

I LOVE Jr. High. Well I just don’t like the P.e./gym everyday. I could live without that. The cool thing is that in everyclass I have at least some church/regular friends. The sad thing is that when I’m with my best friend Megan we sit on the other side of the rooms from each other. My schedule is pretty easy too.

1. Mr. McMillian-Science GATE
2. Mrs. Biller-Symphonic Band
3. Mrs. Miller-A.R
4. Mrs. Long-Pre-Algebra A
5. Mrs. Miller-Language Arts(Then I go to lunch)
6. Mrs. Tape-Social Studies(After lunch is over)
7. Mr. Swen-P.E./Gym

That is my regular day schedule. One some days I have to skip A.R. because it is either a Wednesday, assembly day, or a short day. That is how my day normally goes at Jr. High.