Hey bloggers! I haven’t talked to you in a while! Things have been happening at my place a lot. Well somethings i don’t know if I should share, but my family has been trying to succeed in getting money, I mean my mom has really started her Mary Kay business back up, but we seem to be in trouble. Yet what I don’t get is the answer everyone wants to hear when they ask, “How are you?” You are just inclined to say, “I’m doing good, and you?” But the truth is, we need to express what is really happening.

I hear my mom say so often that we are doing good, but look at the facts, we are in a rut. She souldn’t say that and maybe neither would my dad, but from observation, we have a problem. I thank the Tiffin family sooooo much for giving me a babysitting job this saturday, because without it I would be sooooo far away from going to Disney Land with my band. I mean for universal studios I had to get donations, anonomously, so I could go. Ugh life is hard.

You might be thinking, “Well that doesn’t sound like band stuff.” Well at Disney we are preforming a track and going to record it, and universal studios is MANDATORY! because we have to go to a judging beforehand. So yes it is band stuff.

So back to the Tiffins, THANK YOU! It probably won’t be enough to go to disney, but I’m going to be selling chocolate bars. Each for a dollar, and on the wrapper there is a dollar off cupon for Pizza Hut, so technically it costs NOTHING!

To help my family out, I’m not begging just stating, please either buy Mary Kay, get your computer fixed, get a website made, buy a candy bar, OR GET A BABYSITTER! and it would rock our world a little more than now! Thank you for reading, and I will for sure get back to you! As the song “Never Let Go” goes……”Oh no he never lets go. Though the calm and through the storm.” Look at the song “Never Let go” by Matt Redman and hear the whole thing!

Ps: To whoever gave us all the healthy food, THANK YOU!!!!! And the yellow carrots are kewlio! My friend brought purple carrots to school, MAN THOSE ARE KEWLIO TOO!!!! THANK YOU THOUGH!!!

Christmas breakfast was brought by someone from the Bridge Bible church. The Bridge has always been there for my family ever since we started going there. I’m really happy that God brought us out here to make Life Journey. I even happier that God told us that Life Journey changed and to find a different church. If he didn’t then I would never have met half of my friends, except the people that go to the Bridge but did or do or still go to my school. But if I didn’t go to the Bridge I wouldn’t be like one big family with them like I am now.

Back to the breakfast. To the people that brought it and to the people that thought of the idea we thank you sooooooooo much! I just wanted to give a shout out to everyone who has helped us at all! We totally appreciate it and wish that we knew who some of you guys were so we could give you thank you cards and possibly a small gift! Well thank you to everyone!

I LOVE break, but I HATE not seeing all of my friends! I have seen some, but it isn’t the same because I don’t see them everyday like normal. School is fun if there wasn’t any work or boring things. Junior high is complicated. I mean I want to hang out with all of my friends, but my friends are all in like three different groups and it is hard to know which to hang out with and when. DRAMA STINKS! I really can’t wait though till I see all of my friends! They ROCK! I wish I could see them though, but I like break better than school. SOOOO CONFUSING!

The day of my savior’s birth! I think of it as my favorite holiday of the year! I LOVE the fact that we actually have a nation wide holiday about Jesus and his life story! Well this Christmas was awesome! I went shopping with my mom, so I thought I knew everything I was getting from her. She surprised me and got me more! I can’t believe she did that because we are watching our money well and it was more than she intended. Then I got ten dollars to Wal-Mart from my Aunt Kim.

My mom used her own Christmas money for almost everyone else. I thought it would be nice to do something for her. I used my gift card for her. I got her earrings, a set with three pairs of earrings and a necklace, and a bag of brand (expansive–but on sale) chocolate.

She asked me at Wal-Mart if I bought anything and I said no. I hid all her stuff in my purse, so when we got home I gave it to her. SHE LOVED IT!!!!

My mom made my Christmas and I hope I made hers. I think this Christmas was one of the best! Even though Christmas is about Jesus, it is also a great holiday for the family to bond!

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CHRISTMAS EVE!

I sang at church for three services with my friend Faith. We sang Mary, Did You Know?. We ROCKED it I think! We held everything perfectly and blasted it. Then there was rapping wise men. It was AWESOME! My friend was Mary, another was the lead shepherd, some were singing, and some were stars. The ending Mitch (lead shephard) had a last paragraph or two he had to say. Every time it about made me cry! It was so touching! It really showed the REAL MEANING OF CHRISTMAS! Last Christmas Eve service there wasn’t as many preforming, but this year we rocked it as a said before! Well just thought I should share! Bye-a! Peace! Love all my readers!

(SORRY IF I SPELLED ANYTHING WRONG!!)

My mom is “Okay” if you want to call it that. She told me that I don’t understand what she is going through, and I don’t. If you saw her it is a sad story. My mom told me she wants to take a two hour nap just after driving me to church and back. My mom says she misses her parents because when my brother and I were at school she would still have company and now she doesn’t. I feel sorry for her. I don’t know what to do, but I HATE seeing her like this! I HATED when she had her last cancer and when I found out about both of them! ARGH! I WANT MY MOMMY BACK TO NORMAL! I’m not trying to say that my life is sad and everyone should feel sorry for our family. I mean I know there is other people that have worse things happening. My friend’s cousin got in a fight, with words, with my friend about how sad my family is compared to my friend’s cousin’s friend. His friend has down syndrome. That is worse, but in some cases they’re the same and in other cases lung cancer is worse. every one just has different opinions! So that is a kind of update, but confusing, I know.